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JnNBK

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I am a divorced semi-single parent of a beautiful girl. I say "semi-single parent" as I am in a committed relationship with an amazing man(whom I refer to as "Handsome"). I'm currently battling with stints of depression caused by hormone replacement therapy (HRT). I am constantly at war with myself over the choices and decisions I make as an individual, partner & mother. I love being a mother & I am very blessed to have my daughter in many, many ways. I view myself as a survivor. I know that I am capable of surviving anything that life may toss my way. Sometimes we all need to escape from the recesses of our own mind and the best way I do that is through the beauty of mother nature & laughter. There is no better cure for the blues than a good hardy laughing session.

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Friday, April 15, 2011

Doctor's Visit

I went to see my family doctor and I was well prepared. I went into the appointment with a list of all my symptoms and questions for my doctor. I left the doctor's office in a daze, frustrated and angry. I felt like she was not listening to what I had to say or considering all of my symptoms to mean more then what she was allowing them to be. She switch my estrogen medication, upped my current anti-depressant and added another anti-depressant to help me sleep.


I felt like she was just over medicating me to mask my symptoms instead of investigating the symptoms to get to the root of the problem. I proceeded to contact HealthLink, the Medication Help Line and decided to go to my favorite walk-in doctor and spoke with him. I am so glad that I did! He agreed with me that I do need an Endocrinologist and that most of my symptoms are a result of a hormonal imbalance. He strongly disagreed with the new anti-depressant prescribed as a sleep aid and he referred me to the top Endocrinologist in the City.


I feel at ease knowing that I now will be seen by a specialist who will take the time and energy to check all of my hormone levels and find the right balance for my body. The idea that soon I might be back to my normal self prior to the surgeries makes me ecstatic at the idea. Maybe once my hormones are balanced I will no longer need anti-depressants and will be able to loose weight properly.


I am trying to be optimistic about it all but at the same time it is hard to get my hopes up just from the past 3.5 years of no success.

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