Anonymity of JnNBK


Please understand my anonymity on my blog. I write of all my life's experiences and belive that I should keep my identity and the identity of the people in my life to be anonymous. I am honest with my life experiences and some may find it offensive if anyone else was to discover of their true identity. I am expelling secrets that some would feel very uncomfortable about doing and/or would not want anyone else to know the full truth of the situation. Thank-you for your understanding and respecting my wishes.

JnNBK

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I am a divorced semi-single parent of a beautiful girl. I say "semi-single parent" as I am in a committed relationship with an amazing man(whom I refer to as "Handsome"). I'm currently battling with stints of depression caused by hormone replacement therapy (HRT). I am constantly at war with myself over the choices and decisions I make as an individual, partner & mother. I love being a mother & I am very blessed to have my daughter in many, many ways. I view myself as a survivor. I know that I am capable of surviving anything that life may toss my way. Sometimes we all need to escape from the recesses of our own mind and the best way I do that is through the beauty of mother nature & laughter. There is no better cure for the blues than a good hardy laughing session.

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Thursday, May 12, 2011

15 Years is ENOUGH!!

So my steady stint of living with chronic pain began when I was seventeen and wreck my right knee playing rugby. I dealt with with pain until I was 29 years old (when the last of the surgery for the removal of hardware was done).




When I was 26 I started to deal with the crippling pain from endometreosis and andenomyosis until I I was 30 (once they removed all of my reporductive organs).





I have had a break for almost two years of no pain but have had to battle with hormone imbalance and depression. Now, just shy of my 32nd birthday, I am coping with delibating pain in both my forearms, writs, and hands!



The one thought that comes to mind is ..... SERIOUSLY?

I have already had 15 years of fighting with and learning to live with pain and it has yet to stop! I strongly believe that 15 years is more than enough and I would love the cosmos to flip the tables and lay off from me for a long, long time. I honestly think that I am not asking for too much or for anything that is not unreasonable!



Please, please, please, PLEASE!!

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Apology

I do apologize for not posting many entries lately. I have been busy with physiotherapy and coping with pain. It is very hard to type and write with my hands and wrists these days.

By the time I get home from work I am nauseous from the pain of having to type all day at work and I am way to sore to compose any entries.

Please be patient as I overcome this and get better and rehabilitated.

Thank-you,

JnNBK

Monday, May 2, 2011

Weekend Adventure!

Yes! The weather is starting to warm up and the roads are clearing up! Which means our weekend adventures will begin. This weekend we decided to take a road trip out to Cranbrook, B.C. to check out the camp site and drop off a truck load of wood.

We arrived at a decent time of 6:30 p.m. We quickly checked into our hotel and unloaded the truck with; then we took the drive out to the campsite. We surprised my in-laws! We unloaded the wood and then went to our friends campsite for a couple of drinks and relaxed around the fire for awhile.

We went back to our hotel to take my daughter swimming in the hotel pool and then had a super late dinner out. Went to bed late and woke up super early.

We checked out of the hotel went for some breakfast. Hit the Giant Tiger to look for any good deals. Then we hit the highway for the 4.5 hour drive back home.

We enjoyed our mini vacation and now the whole family is excited for our camping season to begin in three weeks!