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Please understand my anonymity on my blog. I write of all my life's experiences and belive that I should keep my identity and the identity of the people in my life to be anonymous. I am honest with my life experiences and some may find it offensive if anyone else was to discover of their true identity. I am expelling secrets that some would feel very uncomfortable about doing and/or would not want anyone else to know the full truth of the situation. Thank-you for your understanding and respecting my wishes.

JnNBK

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I am a divorced semi-single parent of a beautiful girl. I say "semi-single parent" as I am in a committed relationship with an amazing man(whom I refer to as "Handsome"). I'm currently battling with stints of depression caused by hormone replacement therapy (HRT). I am constantly at war with myself over the choices and decisions I make as an individual, partner & mother. I love being a mother & I am very blessed to have my daughter in many, many ways. I view myself as a survivor. I know that I am capable of surviving anything that life may toss my way. Sometimes we all need to escape from the recesses of our own mind and the best way I do that is through the beauty of mother nature & laughter. There is no better cure for the blues than a good hardy laughing session.

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Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Time Passes By Too Quickly

Sometimes days flow into another in a blink of an eye. I have difficulty know that in about two months my daughter will be turning seven years old. It seems like it was just yesterday that I was holding her in my arms rocking her to sleep, but at the same moment I can look at her and wonder: how on earth did I give birth to you? . . . that I can easily overlook how small she once was.


I have spent seven years watching her grow, mature and develop into the amazing little lady that she is and time flies by so quickly. Seven years have gone by so fast and I sit back looking at how that time flew in a blink of an eye; yet, there was so much that was accomplished and experienced in that time. I personally find it very humorous that once I became a parent that time evaporates and speeds by way too quickly. That seven years can pass me by as if it were mere minutes.


At night I awake,
becoming aware of
the hidden secrets.
The moon is the only
witness of the
passionate thoughts
arising.

The stars guide my soul
to a place I can rest.
Al my cherished memories
escape to the darkened
sky above -- Tranquility.

Lust grows for
sunlight, when 
love blooms,
and all the unknown
memories are created.

But at this time
I collect my thoughts
and go over the happenings
of the day and plan
for tomorrow's show.

Living the moment to
kiss the sweet supple
air of dawn.

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