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JnNBK

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I am a divorced semi-single parent of a beautiful girl. I say "semi-single parent" as I am in a committed relationship with an amazing man(whom I refer to as "Handsome"). I'm currently battling with stints of depression caused by hormone replacement therapy (HRT). I am constantly at war with myself over the choices and decisions I make as an individual, partner & mother. I love being a mother & I am very blessed to have my daughter in many, many ways. I view myself as a survivor. I know that I am capable of surviving anything that life may toss my way. Sometimes we all need to escape from the recesses of our own mind and the best way I do that is through the beauty of mother nature & laughter. There is no better cure for the blues than a good hardy laughing session.

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Thursday, May 12, 2011

15 Years is ENOUGH!!

So my steady stint of living with chronic pain began when I was seventeen and wreck my right knee playing rugby. I dealt with with pain until I was 29 years old (when the last of the surgery for the removal of hardware was done).




When I was 26 I started to deal with the crippling pain from endometreosis and andenomyosis until I I was 30 (once they removed all of my reporductive organs).





I have had a break for almost two years of no pain but have had to battle with hormone imbalance and depression. Now, just shy of my 32nd birthday, I am coping with delibating pain in both my forearms, writs, and hands!



The one thought that comes to mind is ..... SERIOUSLY?

I have already had 15 years of fighting with and learning to live with pain and it has yet to stop! I strongly believe that 15 years is more than enough and I would love the cosmos to flip the tables and lay off from me for a long, long time. I honestly think that I am not asking for too much or for anything that is not unreasonable!



Please, please, please, PLEASE!!

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