Anonymity of JnNBK


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JnNBK

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I am a divorced semi-single parent of a beautiful girl. I say "semi-single parent" as I am in a committed relationship with an amazing man(whom I refer to as "Handsome"). I'm currently battling with stints of depression caused by hormone replacement therapy (HRT). I am constantly at war with myself over the choices and decisions I make as an individual, partner & mother. I love being a mother & I am very blessed to have my daughter in many, many ways. I view myself as a survivor. I know that I am capable of surviving anything that life may toss my way. Sometimes we all need to escape from the recesses of our own mind and the best way I do that is through the beauty of mother nature & laughter. There is no better cure for the blues than a good hardy laughing session.

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Sunday, March 6, 2011

Nice Trip & Being a Good Person

Well we are travelling back home to grab our dog from the in-laws to then rush home to meet my folks; then we are off to my brothers to celebrate my nieces' birthdays.


We had a blast yesterday with swimming, dinner out and chilling in the room with treats. We all stayed up extremely late to get up really early this morning. We are a bit sleep deprived and now we have to go to a family function.


Handsome and I have some reservations as my brother and his wife decided to take their girls to Disneyland ahead of schedule. The original plan was to go as a huge family unit when our first Born's were at the age of 8 but they decided not to wait. Also, last year we spent about $120.00 on my niece's birthday presents to have my daughter receive gifts from a dollar store for her birthday (which probably didn't amount to $10.00). I was hurt and the original plan was to do the same this year; but I can not succumb myself to scoop that low. However, there was a smaller budget for my daughter to go shopping for their presents this time around. 


Sometimes, I wish that I could be petty like some people but in the end I can never do it. It is just not in my persona to be that small or hurtful. Live and let live. It does make me feel good to know that I am the better person but there are times when I have had too much of all the crap and desire to make a point ... but never can.


So with a smile on our faces we will be off to the family dinner gathering and nothing will be said or done. I guess at least I am teaching my daughter important morals by my actions. 

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